noelle.

2007-10-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

just cause lj is truly (or maybe just superfically) cooler (:
zaijian wo bu ai ni le blogspot.com!

xo

2007-10-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

carryzazzle today yummm i wuff u dirah! does that come out as too trying? hhaa but wuff is such a cute word.

palms not healing! am still disgusted. seletar houseshirt stinks.

jellies shrak(shreks brother) to only half their original size so weird.

i got some answer. may not be the ones i want, but answers they remain. what answers are they when they dont even fit the question.

didnt play jigsaw too tonight, school resumes tmr. am too tired I&R is a bitch, just like kris is. ;D

i have 65op slides (say omg) and yangrong is promoting techno hits -.-!

friday is coming, mother told me not to go sch "tell your teacher your birthday you're the biggest la". refused to get me supper tonight. samuel ure not alone my mom is deliberately starving me too.

wed started in the most horrible manner ever, period, whatever. tried to make it end better, maybe it did, maybe it did not. really depends on how u see things right?

BALLXXX when u read this contact me. friday plans im not going to school meet me somehow idk if my bossy mom needs to help prepare food so idk if i can make it to town. be a good girl and go to school u end so early anyways.

okay am out and melissatio dont be so emo i wuff u HAHA.

2007-10-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

i am that upset i no longer want to think back and reflect why i am upset. but who the hell bothers about what fustrates and angers them right? that will just bloody hell make u more pissed or whatever idk.

but sometimes shutting them out dont mean they wont keep screaming and banging in your head until u really want to vent it on somebody.

i miss glutt ): i miss you i really miss you meet me soon or i'll just see u on thurs haha.

i am bloody fustrated my palms are fucking gross OMG @$(!@&(@&$%)@*#^%@)#(^%()~@^%#

out. and have a goodlife everybody

2007-10-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

i'm not. i don't know. i understand. i'm okay. i'm okay. i'm not okay. not the nicest person around. some other people beat me to it. sorry. bad friend. cowardly performance. lack of luck. comprehended. chronologicallyill. understatement. bye.

2007-10-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

If I could then I'd,
Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.

Of the last good scene,
A film that changes things.
Breaks us, makes us sing,
Leaves us wondering.

-

my palms = gross = uber): i have to use soapfree soap! how's that.

pw tmr pw sucks pw allows me to focus. i cant wait for friday thanks eve and eve's mom for their pork haha. and cups and tongs and marshies dont forget!

are u excited for friday? u should be!

we're empty.

2007-10-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

" i do believe there is many a tear in the heart that never reaches the eye "
- Norman MacEwan

indeed, indeed. my nose is choked with all that fabric softener smell and my mom only eats my jellies because she says it will be a waste if she was to throw it away soon.

i am going to see a doctor for my disgustingzzzz palms ):

2007-10-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

Nadirah Adam (:

be it digging the way you switch your style,
or feeling the rhythm of the beat thats your heart,
you know with me, you'll always make a pile
because we've been such wonderful friends right from the start.

2007 has been such a terrific year with you around,
and promise me you'll stay with me for ever no matter where we're bound.

even though you know that bad boy is very much your cup of tea,
dont worry there are still plenty of fishes in the sea!

the bad bad problems you're facing now
together we can chow it down
so believe me when i say ilu, even though sometimes you can be such a clown

yay! my amateur rhyming exercise haha.

my mother is starving me help!!!!!

2007-10-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

somehow the dances and the music are alot better than the first, that's right, hsm2 was on tv again! what was short of my excitement was probably the punching of fist into the air when i read the menuguide haha.

mom's food kinda wasnt very good today (i refrained from typing a sucked ooops haha) and so i didnt eat much. and my jellos taste better now than yesterday. samuel and jac were just being nice haha

i feel kinda light headed and my nose kinda choked. how?

night!

(edit. i watched meteorgardenIIin jap and i've been bawling for the past 2 hours nonstop. )

2007-10-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

' eh ni zhen de hen ai lehhhhhh ' (:

Promos = OVER ;D and no glut I will not forgive you for whatever neglect I felt from you today ): cse was easypeasy! k let's not jinx it further but srsly, lesterlim is coolbeans !

ny and fooling around in the evening with sammiekinns and jac(: ' is that a hint?? ', ' nono its like a outright demand! ', ' yesyes hint i want for my birthday ahhh ' haha loveeeeee!

ytd stupid kris and eve scolded me when i sang my hate(i really dont like you) song haha and i went love love lovelovelovelove... haha kris is such a crude biatch really! i hope the buffet comes true on monday hehe cant wait!

7hand poker is so fun!

my headache is so annoying ): out!

2007-10-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

but you confessed that when we were alone
you had to tell yourself to breathe
so maybe i should feel a little more like
i've been living in a dream

xx

I really love bubbly:D Nic has it in her phone but it ends abruptly at the back part so poor me had to listen to it like ummm 4times or so but its really good so !

We're such losers, promos end tmr (kay fine just for me) and we all cant come up with any concrete plans haha. namely jessie and sammiekinns and their motherlydates ! jac we go be ahpeks!

CSE I'm coming for an A!

out yall!

2007-10-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

eyes that stray

-

One1one1one1 more paper to gooooooo(: Maths was such a bloody screw up!! well at least we spotted accurately for history. the feeling of extreme luck because you only lazily picked like 2 topics/lectures to study can be fatal! i promise never to do it again:D

halfway through ccp/statebureaucracy and the likes and im almost there yesssssssss!

i have weird bumps (again!!) on my palm! im freaking mother out with so many newfound physical umm issues haha. ballxxx the moooncake is good go tell ur mom!

redbull was so bloody effective i only managed to be fully asleep at like 3.40! totally value for money

oright time to recharge goodluck for literature darlings! :-* (kay this is only for dawn or else someone will grumblegrumble.... haha)

out! (can u actually sense that im really relieved that maths and history are over? OH and i got a surprise text from the land from down under! i forgot how its phrased but whatever love u yeamer!)

2007-10-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

there's a look in your eye and it's screaming goodbye
now it tears me apart just to look at the sky

Econs was fine but like ballxx, I wouldnt wanna jinx it! Did some maths before coming home and I just remembered I forgot to get redbull! haha my history needs me, rather badly!

My phone is screwed, AGAIN! and guess who cant find her warranty card. HA and even if I can find it, I wont be able to like reuse it again dammit. Now I dont get any smses so RING me! will be cool right, to hear my voice instead of reading what I type? like u dont have to imagine how I will sound like actually saying what I sent you. k my point is, just CALL me. dont be like glut always accusing me of not replying ): dont :-* you ah, haha.

I wanna get my lj(: ballxxx if youre reading this dont pretend you cant read eng all of a sudden and this whole chunk is like nothing but a bunch of stagnant/dead ants hhaa ew gross

I can finally get rid of all those horridlooking giantsized econs notes on my fricking wall! yup thats right I am mugger.com! right biatch? haha.

Bubbly is such a great track go hear it! Gets kinda boring after awhile though, and her video kinda sucked. Like country meets hippie HAHA ew! okay am out!

2007-10-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

read copy paste edit delete read copy paste edit delete

i'm really useless. does it get any clearer than this?

i still need the buzz of everything else to distract me, i am still learning. my father just took out my famous amos cookies and said the cookies smelt really good. will i ever get out of my rut?

guilty as fucking charged.

9pm raven and one more time of econs crash reading through and then i will give a good, long deserving prayer of thankfulness to the one up there and then i will fall asleep, remembering to forget everything, anything.

2007-10-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

-

kisses come cheap

x

noelle: boys are trouble
samuel: ya i know, which is why i dont like boys
samuel: but ben(yeo) is different ....
noelle&jac: LOLx248962498610

econs is my bestfriend!

2007-10-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

-

just rather empty.

2007-10-04T21:42:00.001+08:00

i'll sail this ship alone
between the pain and the pleasure
i'll sail this ship alone
amongst the sharks and the treasure

-

my foot is healing, healing I say! (:

tmr i have only 1 freaking ec lect and i end at 11, agn! ): i will chiong i will chiong hehe ms tan is sacarsmqueenzz.com

im so freaking ass unproductive, i spent hours bumming my ass at some children section reading about anne freaking frank :o i will begin hardcore (maybe secret) mugging tmr haha

i didnt have dinner and the unhappy stomach is grumbling! howdy.

i'm not some huixian lookalike xuyun! pound u ah, haha

p/s im SO hungry im way past the must-eat-something stage. i need to sleep my discomfort off!

2007-10-03T21:41:00.001+08:00

Much <3 (:

So today even after all the 'omgomg jac dirah lets go QUICK', after the embarrassing doctor trip (showed him my foot! haha), I've gotten b&js, mango juice, spicy pasta with the twirly swirly kind im not really a fan of but! ballxxxx is gr8!

6hours man! perfect excuse not to study and seeing her putting so many moisturiser/lotion to heal her burnt skin faster, anddddd i have durian mooncakes :D

so its back to school again tmr): manymany econs (which I most certainly will pass haha)

out!

2007-10-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

they say a million people bow and scream
to an effigy of gold
as so life begin
and the ship we're in
and history unfold

i dont want to fall sick ): i miss glut and our (or rather my) sharing sessions, tmr is d-day :-*
see i rmr k hehe

gp was alright and so was chinese, not like it matters but haha easy peasy (:

omg super nua/XYZ now ):

p/s how come when u think u have somthing all figured out and settled, life just has a way of smacking u right back into the game? boooooo

out!

2007-10-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=omCFKGhe5j8

I really dont care if http://perezhilton.com labels him under Gay Gay Gay, Zac rocks sockssssss.

i bet juliet was just icing on the cake says:
whatcha doing now?

DIRAH - Feel the rhythm of the beat that's my heart. says:
i dont know

DIRAH - Feel the rhythm of the beat that's my heart. says:
thinking of what to do?

2007-09-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

-

Fuck all the others, Ilu Jac, be strong.

p/s hsm2 was stilll goood, even on repeat!

2007-09-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm working very, very hard to feel and think otherwise,

-
but sometimes things dont happen just because you want it to.

B&js failed to enthral me (too stongworded?) and my afternoon got only slightly better, it's hopeless, I'm useless.

Mom's meesua is choking and smells dangerously good. Yummm. HSM2, prolly the only good thing about the past week. I miss you.

out.

2007-09-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

it is easy said as its done this time round. i feel alil weak though, inside and out.

-

lets hope b&js from 1/2 of my favourites can rescue me from this rockbottom. maybe im more troublesome than i know i am. bye

2007-09-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

-

And what does it all boil down to? Nothing, bloody fucking nothing.
You've tired me out so much, so good news, this rat is pulling out of the race. Go be happy doing whatever, whoever.

I'm going to watch The Hills3 to recharge my mental capacity.

2007-09-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

like why are we here, and where do we go
&how come its so hard?

I cant begin to say or type anything else that may require some higher levels of thinking or state of mind. Maybe its truly exhaustion.

I have a date on Saturday (:

Dirah and Jac are not coming to school tmr ): poor sammiekinns!

Anyhoooo Xiaxue finally updated her blog! andddddd guess who has supper! :D

2007-09-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

-

You know sometimes there are just unhealthy things/people that you never want to think about or have anything to do with again, but you just cant do it.

On a slightly brighter note, hey there's no brighter note to speak of. If you wanna count the dropping of obvious hints for sea and cse, then okay.

Disillusioned is a bigger and deeper word than I once thought of it, so bye. Till the scary promos are over.

2007-09-25T21:38:00.001+08:00

we were a never.

I suddenly feel alot better, really. Even though I have some dumboass ec timed test in class tmr, eyes super lethargic, gp mass lecture first period, the possibility of mr Ong for SEA, being by my lonesome self on mooncake day! ): super XYZ aha.

Jac : I need to talk to someone and memorise stuff

Jac : Like crack funny jokes to rmb

Allison : Like my father is an oceanic plate and my mum is a land plate, and if they collide there will be volcanoes

HAHAHAHHA. Allison rocks socks.

-

evePIG! says:
omg i just talked to (classecrep)

ahahahaha so does Eve apparently!

Every year 7/8 of my lovely snowskinwithwhitelotuspasteandyolk(WOW) mooncake goes to my friends instead of my tummy. ):

My very secretive present is back from Thailand! The land of smiles, right? ahaha to think I take SEA haa.

Econs test booooooooo

2007-09-24T22:00:00.001+08:00

-

It's freaking me out because I get so scared.

I am very very scared.

bye (&my WR is not not entirely done, soon soon!)

pullovers tmr yippeeee

2007-09-23T23:07:00.001+08:00

BBQQQQQQQQQQQ

BIATCH !

Ate like a pig and swinged/swang/swung till we almost puked ! Emmm was spending a ridiculous amount of time + concentration on her prawns, Eve was going ard sneaking kisses on people (read : my lips ): ), Dawn was fully absorbed into her 10+++ chicken wings, Pris and her fussfree diet (salad..), Gen and her cleavage exposure, Kris and her biatch curses, Amelia and my crabsticks obsession!

Eve's pregnant sister is really hot...

Our pullovers are coming either on Tues or Wed! anddddd I'm super bloated!

Eve (on making her birthday wish) : 1st is Pearline... 2nd is Promos...
Noelle : PROMOTION FIRST U IDIOT
Eve : nooooo Pearline first........
Pris : PROMOTION first if not later she will despise you
Eve : OKKKK promotion first .... PEARLINE......

Kris (while we were on the swings) : EH we celebrating right promote alry!
Noelle : EH ya ya we all promoted alr!

Long week ahead ):

out!

2007-09-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

This island has become
an ocean and my boat's too small
The waves are crashing in
and I cant save this sinking ship

I went to bed feeling horrible but I had reallly cool dreams! But theyre still dreams arent they. Maybe I'm just feeling the wrong vibes. I'm the only player in my own game, now maybe it's game over.

Havent seen pig in almost 3bloody days! <3

2007-09-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday! Finallyyyy (:

When I wake up I'll watch some reruns and meet biatch! :D

MY WR IS COMPLETED OMG. We(minus a certain member) took 10hours straight! With my occassional glutton-filled breaks and annoying pig online hehe. Yay I'm happy.

I finished all of smelly's cookies during PW time hehe and Yang Rong liked it too! See smelly you have skillss wooooo

Now I have tummyaches cause I think I ate too much ):

slgbjesvgnewrvfbewriugbibc vneribuvwiuvbsdklajfwqio4turjker nerbq[i;sv. I hate this part of the night/midnight, whatever OMMMGGGGGGGG fuck!

2007-09-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
baby I would tell you, everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

x

So we finally had botakjones today, I'm a genius, superrr street(just tp, haha)smart mygoodness. hahah nic liked it better than me the fish wasnt even crispeeeeeee!

Eve, Kris somehow had this telepathic connection to both not turn up today! So irritating boooo

My openoffice finished downloading! but it's taking really long to install so annoying. I'm actually toying with the idea of sitting down on the sofa and doing the WR till I nod off, or until the batt dies hahha

The weather's being a Kristin=Biatch(HAHA) again! Seriously, that woman's so rude to me ):

out! Pw tmr ):

*Sunday Sunday!

2007-09-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

& I watch them fall everytime
another color turns to grey
and its just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away --

all gentlemen, all falling from grace.

x

I now have my (mustard) yellow dress and tonnnnzzz of cookies (: and a letter. I'm sorry next time I'll get u a letter a super duper long one and we can go eat my redbean thingalings! aweshuummmmm love!

I'm such a loser, I let stupid and low people get to me

All the fucking politics in class I cant take. Suddenly they are all on a roll, and maybe this wont stop for a longlong time to come.

Maybe after tonight, I'm finally convinced.

2007-09-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

-

Maybe, maybe the final straw has come. It's alot earlier than expected, but I supposed it's still a good thing. The queasy feeling is still here, guess it doesnt rub off that fast does it.

Just finished the CSE file, I have an intl hist essay left ): My hardworking library trip was not too bad! at least I have answers to all the questions in Mr Lim's brain haha.

My dress is herreeeee! and I can see smeellly toooooo. Smelly! today Jing just rushed to me in the toilet and gave me a bear hug and just started shrieking my name haha did that make you smile? hahaha

Till now, wo hen xiang ni. Too much for my own good, how? Beautiful mistake, that's what it is.

byebye &Im off to do my essay booohoooooooooo

2007-09-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

this is for the strangers sleeping in my heart,
take what they want, &leave while it's still dark.

x

Facebook is seriously taking up alot of my time! haha I'm having so much fun foodfighting with smelly (:

My night has been one of the busiest of all month, maybe I'm lost too ..

Still cant wait for Sunday! (:

2007-09-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

-

my hero is you says:
but i don't suppose there's anything more special than any other day

my hero is you says:
haha

this mix could burn a hole in anyone - says:
eh that line deep i need to read twice

my hero is you says:
eh of cos i veh deep one horrr

hahahahahahahahaha <3

2007-09-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

just then I realised what a fool I could be,
just 'cos I looked so high I don't have to see me,
finding a paradise wasn't easy but still,
there's a road going down the other side of this hill

x

Yes I will let go subtly, so convincingly you won't have a clue.

Zeeeee most wonderful friend of 2007 is demanding for her own cozy area here but I'm simply in no mood for loveydovey poems now. SOOOOOOOOON okay (:

Cant wait for Sundayyyy! :D Kris and I are thinking realllllll hard what to get for Eve! Kris has really dumb ideas but she just cant admit it! We will play and have fun and act as if we do not face probably one of the most crucial exams in less than a months time :D

Hey Phyllis I'm freeee on Saturday already!!! Meet me I miss you (quite abit after speaking to you just now :D )

Secret's already out in DVD (!!!!!!) and I havent even watched it yet! ): suchaaaa loserrrrr x10!

Long day tmr SSP till 7 ): and its sooooo sad I have my snowskin but absolutely no moood to eat it

out!

2007-09-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong -

haha the song is so cute.

Staying home was very fun! My dad is very cute hehe :D

yangrong says:
my blood circulation running at its limit

My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel says:
HAHAH

So this is how I make him feel! Total turn on I am. HAHAH. He even named our kids! Ive proven Dawn's and Kristin's point! :D

I have snowskin mooncakes !! and zuowen still undone, hey I finished ec okay! zuowen is so blahhhhhhhh

I think the state of my eyebags soared and probably peaked when I stayed up till 3 last night so I will try to sleep soon!

p/s yikes! time is passing by so fast smelly celebrates 1 year with wallpaper boy in 2 days! I miss 2006.

out.

2007-09-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

-

How come nobody told me Hayden Panettiere was together with Stephen Colletti! &they were labelled long-term! Wth!

This is about her slimmest, in pictures! Im still peeved!

2007-09-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

From the day rise up until the night falls down
I'm losing myself, so I can't stay around

-

Today was meeting-many-different-people-day, or something like that. I'm glad I didnt have to travel to school thought, although I did commute allllll the way to Woodlands... for CSE! :D so bloody hardworking I must say. Eve's sick! Please rmr to say your daily goodnights to Miss P. before you're down with more ailments haha.

Saw Jac with no Dirahhh ahhh! And then I had dinner with ahgong! Although he gave most of the fish with no bones to my cousin and I got stuck with all the boney crap, dinner was still great. Then some alone time with the angel from my nightmare, haha and i'm home with 3pears! They're not just pears okay.. theyre like sweet and juicy and biggggg.

Zuowen (OKOK I must promise myself to complete it!) and Ec essay! Tomorrow tomorrow

ANDAND my dress is finally here!!! my yelllow sunnny sunnny thingy. haha

bye!

2007-09-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts
We're empty --

Maybe I'll send a text to wrap things up, maybe when I've got enough balls.

----------------

josceline! :D says:
why can't i miss you and go to thailand? (:

&we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight says:
hahah cause IM not in thailand?

&we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight says:
ahhaha

&we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight says:
maybe when u miss me the place u shld be going is umm my house or something?

(:

2007-09-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect -

I'm sorry if I ever made you think that it wouldnt bother me even if you were to pull such horrible stunts for the second time on me. The things you did, they dont even hurt half as much as when I think about what actually goes through your mind before you do them. Dirah says I'm too nice, Jac says I've a big heart, thats all. Maybe they're right, maybe they're not. How to deal?

x
My zuowen is still undone, Kris already has gotten a page filled up, well I have like a few lines! :o

Today had been so tiring, I cant even imagine repeating today's eventful happenings to ballxxx and smelly. Theyld do a better job of cursing and swearing. PROMOS COME AND THEN LEAVE QUICK. ):

ooops, I also have Ec DRQ to do and my stomach is fucking painful ):

p/s I hate people doubting me, if I said I gave you the money, then I did. Okay?

2007-09-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

And I can't make this click.
And I can't tattoo your mind.
But you know this ain't no trick.
Take it or leave it all behind.

x
Smelly &her smashed cupcakes! :D okok they are very yummy, moreso with the chocochips!

My zuowen is still undone, lets hope Kristin hasnt done hers yet!

Yangrong: Can you please be in charge of asking (my ct) for the size of her pullover cause it may be too sensitive for the guys to get her measurements/

Noelle: HAHAHHAHA damn funny you! okok I'll ask tmr?

Yangrong: Lol, funny then you'll like right.....

Today we welcomed the new gp tutor! Not with much open arms I reckon haha.

Dinner was good! <3 nowwwwww I shall wait for supper heeeheee

out!

2007-09-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
&rewrite every line
to the story of me &you

x
Staying in tp sucks, school exhausts me. IanOng didn't turn up today, pleasepleaseplease let that happen again tmr. Cant stand another powerpoint lecture ): pssst tmr lessons end at 3 :D I wanna zoooooooom home and do zuowen ): &I've got 2Ec essays to do. Bless me!

Today I ate soooo much and now I feel so sick. Once my hair dries, I will sleep, pronto! I'm so tired I just wanna stone and zone out and not bother about anything soooo

out!

p/s My GP tutor quit, or got sacked, whichever. Reading her goodbye email is making me sad!

129, we're all figs! ;)

2007-09-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

x
I'm too strong to let myself get caught up in this whirlwind

Maths test was uhhhhh.. time never passed so slowly before hehe. maybe I'll get 5 and pig will get 1! How cool is that!

I wrote out my P.Exam schedule! I end on the 12th!!! sooooo there's a good one week till the big day! Pig WILL plan something, right? (:

Too many things I will not/cant say it here and I am very tired, not so much physically.

Out!

2007-09-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok.

So will I.

MathCA4 tmr = Will fail.

Nothing, absolutely nothing productive done during the holidays. Too many things still left unsettled, too much still left unsaid ):

Butttt I miss Dirah and Choong real badly so...

I washed my hair TWICE tday!

she's like a walking show-and-tell says:
ya la then we change clique?

she's like a walking show-and-tell says:
haha

evePIG! says:
haven change meh??

evePIG! says:
lol

Eve you suck!

outtttt.

2007-09-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

bend my will again, then mend it straight.

Is it considered stupid to do something you know full well it's wrong? Guess it is. Well then again, not everyone's got a clear head right?

Eve I'm glad you had fun today (: obsessing over pearline and I didnt see my prettyGA ): Mon dont be late for school!

sillypok wants to find botakjones. shhh dont say anything about me knowing where is it alr. ;)

out!

2007-09-08T11:48:00.000+08:00

I've been housing too many guests recently, haha.

Last night I couldnt get much sleep, &I'm very relunctant to admit I know the reason why. Call me, message me, whateverr do something please.

): you have a newfound abiity now, dear.

2007-09-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

My night is ending with the weirdest twist.

2007-09-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

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My Thursday was near breakdown, how was yours?

By the time the match ended it felt like we've played through the entire game with them, idk why but my thighs were aching, prolly too much walking done in a single day. & Sg won! (: Eve has this giganormous crush on the team cap mygoodness! her sily antics just dont stop occurring. Ohhh &I saw Tay JiaZhi!! omg my disinfectant/irritant/pollutant! (:

Charmaine Yeo I so know who you were out meeting today! ;)

Then I lost my dammned wallet and have to go down to yck to collect from jamie and my mother somehow thought it was the end of the freaking world.

The game was good though! Pictures on nightmare's blog and today more stuff and information were presented to me than ever. First I experienced tremendous annoyance in school, epitomised confusion, then scandalous, then dramamama(literally) and home to more confusion.

I don't know what to do? I don't know what to do. Tell me what to do?

2007-09-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

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" And the truth is, if I hadn't met Asher, I'm sure I would have gone for Nick Cooper. But I did meet him, and I can't undo that. "

double ):

My schedule is so screwed up. Either I can't find anything to do, like today (save for homework- zuowen, chinese and gp compre, cse research topic, struggle to understand wth IanOng had been teaching in class) or I have many things piled together, like tomorrow (Econs 1 to 1-say omg!, prawning-at cck! bloody far right?, and the netball game)

First it was Nicole's, now Dawn's grandfather is in TTSH and apparently today his condition worsened ): We'll pray for him okay dear girl

I'm so hungry and theres nothing appealing at home to eat so I settled for not 1 or 2, but 4 fricking slices of bread with kaya. HA how pathetic you tell me. Can't wait for Dad to call.

I'm watching Silence all over again and it's making me cry!

out.

2007-09-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

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HAHA 129love so not that lovely so. but we still had fun amidst the rude interruption when davidljb (hahahahahahah) jumped into the pool ... harry met sally was hilarious, amilia was 7fricking books! haha very cute.

my secret movie is still under delay! please glut please!

my nail just chipped and i have absolutely no idea why it happened and i stink rather much now (shutup smellyhead) so i shall go and shower.

p/s daniel my newfound kindergarten friend you're not cheena and that fact that you have training tmr shows that you're very hardworking and please accept this heartfelt compliment. hahaha

dwarf (is smelly) is not replying me!

2007-09-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hello my beloved ballxxx (:

9months since this photo and 25 days till you're liberated! (: B&Js dont forget <3

First day of holiday &I'm proud to announce even though yours truly didnt manage to accomplish homework of any sort, Yangrong and I confirmed for the supplier to come down tmr, I made some choco thingalings for tmr! &I madethe angelmortal namecards, got ready the playing cards and planned out games for tmr. Wet wet day tmr :D &I'm still praying! For good weather, for good turnup rate, for smooth bonding activities, for good fun. OH &for dear Dawn &Yangrong to get better (: Tomorrow shall be a blessed blessed day.

Today also the 2 women at home finally saw some good times between them. We cooked together, ate together and went downstairs to get dessert together.

I memorised the song for Pig! Tomorrow I shall sing for you don't be shy okay! hehe &I have Ec outline to do ):

I swear Dirah &I are such lazypigs. I'm only typing this extra chunk because I know we both dont wanna shower &do work respectively. HA no wonder we're friends :D

&Nicole! You stop asking your niece to call &scold me !! An eight year old calling me naughty, I cant take it lying down ! Tmr I get russell to call you smelly ah, then you know. haha

out!

2007-09-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

I have this sudden urge to get fit, or get anorexic, whichever comes to me easier.

2007-09-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

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Noelle was in a very reflective mood.

Smelly was right, it was nothing but a phase. Crying or without, I'll get through and over it.

This past week or 2 had been all but peaceful. I'm selfishly glad that for me, it ended. I may need some time but I'm positive things will work out, with or without me. If you think you're the one I'm talking about, then believe me I'm okay and you should be too alright ? (:

The holidays are here, time for getaways time for running away &time for whatever aways you might have, as long as it's away for the BIG Y(do you even go to)JC, it should work out for the better

Mom was a total spitfire before breakfast and now she's calmed down quite abit, she fed me this cup of yellow herbal thingaling which I wrongfully assumed to be the harmless chrysanthemum until I took a big gulp and well, you know what happens next.

Oh &I found the recordings of the performance pieces for Fantasia V I think. Rhapsody &all that, I miss allll of it ):

Tmr's Monday! Secret with glut I hope :D and Tuesday is all about the 129 love. I pray for a fun &a successful one.

out!

2007-08-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

I get the feeling that lately nothing ever really lasts
I keep trying to get up but I keep falling back
And you love, and you hate, and you wait
Cause one minute goes fast

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P1 to P6 Lily ! (: (Actually I think Graceyow went to Ixora but hell it was like half a decade ago)

So Y(doyouevengoto)JC really loves mushing up celebrations together, what misers. Carboot sale wasnt very amazing more so the performances. Coupled to Chinese being such a dsvdvidsnf and PW lecture so coldddd and brrrr, I went to school for nothing.

Bumped into so familiar faces, Fengxian! 1/2 of the pair I so often raved about because Bella is sooooo prettty I reckoned! hehe. Then, ehh Hannah, Penelope&Clarrise omg Secondary 2friends we remained no more just passing faces in school (quite sad haha), Charmaine (but I didnt say hi hehe), and a whole lot people whom I only know by their faces &names save for a few.

I let the knot loosen, so I'm less bitter. Please let this prevail pleasepleaseplease

out!

2007-08-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

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Today we were competent (I hope) ushers

Aww Kenny is way too cute :D

Then we went to watch Dirah and Allison perform! So bimbotic my dear (:

Fooled around @the quadrangle, camwhored and I lugged my veryveryvery drained self to Borders with Jac. You're welcome ai de and sorry for no dinner ):

I thought long &hard, and I realised all along I've given up on her and to speak the truth, I'm so put off by all the stupid pranks she has up her sleeves. I'm such a dysfunctional daughter bloodyhell.

Took the longest walk/stroll home cause I was seriously so beat, sorry for the lack of betterdeserved vocab. &it wasnt because I went to town inspite of all the hunger and blah. If I am to start seeing things clearly and behave properly, please promise things will look up.

out

2007-08-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

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left with no soul to bare, gone are the sob stories to share.

Other than getting back my csepaper, pig blowing incessantly at her newfound bestfriend whistle &dinner at lj, today was a typical WTF went wrong day. I hope for a safety landing and the harder thing to believe is I actually hold the key to that dammned lock.

Why like that? You tell me.

p/s when you're reading this pig, I hope you're like cleanly showered and nice smelling. haha

Maybe I'm closet emo!

2007-08-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

I bless the day I found you (:

4hours++ with smelly was so good! talked, shared soooo ssooooo much. your mooncake (greedyass) will come soon okay wo hen ai ni :D

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so noelle took mc today! (: i cant afford to go late okay, i'll get inhouse and my lovely classmates will miss me too much. besides my detention defects end THIS SATURDAY! omg. the euphoria.

hairspray was yum!

i just did the msn call thingaling with diraaa! i need earpluggs heh birthdaygift okay peeeeperr!

my Tuesday was cool, i hope yours was too!

2007-08-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

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the fire is getting hot again
but i touch the flame cause i'm a curious cat
creeping where i dont belong
finding out what i knew all along

fairytales from so long ago,
save them for someone that's not smart enough to know.

AI DE (:

outcasteboyy + miss soon-to-have bangs!

the lady at her best!

my first mcspicy in months resulted in some truly grateful loo-visiting. today I realised this week's the last week of term3! omg I need the next week to catch up on sleep and studying, but that's so cliche right.. so I shall be special and say..... next week will be used on .... haha shit guilty as charged.

something tells me this is going to be a draining &tough battle, I'm a strong warrior though I know! afterall we did plough through Pw on Sat till like 10pm OK.

I wanna let all this out of the bag soon, help me out okay?

2007-08-26T14:52:00.000+08:00

just when its getting good
i slowly start to freeze
jus when its feeling real
i put my heart to sleep

-

Maybe I misperceived, sorry.

EoM, WR &monopoly test. Shoot me.

2007-08-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

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i thought i could resist you
i thought that i was strong
somehow you were different from what ive know
i didnt see you coming
you took me by surprise

DIRAAAAAAAAHHH says Noelle Yong makes her speechless(:

and mygoodness AI DE &I saw some really stupid men in the train. so there was this Indian man in a fcuk plain white tee, then maybe at amk or bishan, 2 Chinese men in plain black longsleeved tees came and sat down on either side of the Indian dude, friends they were. point is, the Chinese fella went

" eh come we oreo together ah oreo "

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA so stupid

smelly and i are meeting next Tuesday ! (:

lonnnnggggg Pw meeting tmr, at my house!

&im so smelly unlike some other who bathed and is clean smelling ): and thankyou for listening to the motherlyissues kayyyyy :D

2007-08-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

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I think several people asked, but sad to say, things with mom are still not looking up yet. I'm stuck &I simply dont know how to get out of this rut.

Sch suckedsuckedsucked, many freakingass reasons. &I ate like a pig dammit

CSEtest & a whole load of Econsssssssss essayscrap to do, she's so bloody annoying.

'twas a tragedy, and we're both victimized, really.

2007-08-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

):

stupid time of the month, stupid everything else.

jjc is so efffffffffffing cheeeeeeeena ): and freezing LT and stuck somewhere so faraway my butt was so numb from taking 157.

my Wednesday wasnt very cool, how was yours?

2007-08-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

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somethings I just am too stupid to figure out myself. very irritating

today 129 was very loserkidzzzzz cause sheliaa wasnt around and then we played below the usual PE standard against the 126 boyzzzzz. it was 5boys and us! ): whooops

tomorrow will be coolbeans because we're gna see lesterlim the entire day! &&& i'm in the yjc photoalbum! they caught me drawing on milia's birthdayballoon hehe

there's this gigantic dot Kristin used her stupid marker to poke on my elbow and I just cant scrub it off! how great now it looks like a semi-mole & people are gna think I dont shower cleanly enough ):

I'm scripting what to say to smelly when I give her her surprise phonecall. hehe must be one full of love and one that will make her very eager to seee me! :D

am planning to sleep early, out!

2007-08-20T22:17:00.001+08:00

<3

"Me flirting with the nerdy waiter, who very possibly believed that I was actually interested in him. Noelley abruptly sitting beside a forlorn-looking old Indian woman. Jac downing melted ice cream of five different flavours. Nicole asking random people whether they know where to get dead, raw chicken and going POK! POK! POKAE! Allison jumping out of her seat and running towards a passer-by to do a weird jig in front of him. THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER, ME TELLS YOU. He completely stopped in his tracks and the expression on his face was omg, just priceless. I can really do with more of these stress relievers. And oh, Noelley, your confession was very touching(:"

-http://dirahlovesdirah.blogspot.com

so now I'm a motherhen ): just because I served chicken to AliPantat and soup for everyone.

History Test will be sucha damnnned flop ! ): &I'm waiting to hear Pantat's dedication but all I'm hearing is the muttons going on &on &on....

those absurd little things, ouch! please do not do not try bribe Eve because she knows my deepest darkest most disgusting (Id like to think) secret yet. ):

2007-08-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

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sad sad International Hist. test tmr, leaves tonight no time to think of you, or anything else.

12 lectures to memorise, not yet done with any, how wonderful! but the coming of tmr is still very much exciting. (:

coldcold day, shower (BRRRRRRR) and time to hit the notes. outtttt

Hello Pig!

time to face the music of Pw! );

2007-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

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Tonight was spent talking with Pig &her trying to look at my cleavage haha. We're 2 troubled peeps.

Now I have friedprawnmee &satay &I'm really too full to eat it. ):

I should just wait &wait.. &wait... something good please happen soon.

2007-08-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

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many silver linings today. firstly, Ms Karmen called! then Eve &Kristin listened patiently (Eve, tmr nighttt :D), then I saw ahgong, then veryvery surprisingly, Amelia rang me (: &she's giving me a lolly on Mon! thenn now Ms Beautiful is being very concerned. Thank you all!

Seeing my group members in the msn contact list doesnt make things better though. This afternn was classic. Me bawling, Sarah arguing (fine she's the passive member &I'm the mean leader), Yangrong shouting. Too embarrassing to recall.

So anyway! we went to ahgongs house to watch the 7pm show! Nicole is bestfriends with him now and Eve &I are jealous. Pig took SO many pictures behind our backs, literally! &cheerup dwarf, I'm sure you'll figure out something definite soon (:

Detention &more detention .... tomorrow Dawn &I have got lotsssaaaa company! (: ThankyouEBERYbody for asking if I was okaayyy when you noticed I had cheeks so red and eyes so beyond puffy. Pw sucks, period.

ps/ uhoh, we're in trouble.

2007-08-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

And people asking how I'm doing
But every question still has you
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

guess it's still kinda hard isn't it.

-

I look at him and I simply am able to start tearing. I did, actually. They weren't of sorrow or any of hatred or any of dispair. I'd like to think they were the result of brimming love.

Simply too lazy to start on GP, I'm horrible like that. &my painstakingly studied &memorised Chinese thingamajigs got postponed to tmr, just like that. So very annoying.

Tomorrow is Friday. Thank God for this speedy schoolweek, I had just about enough. Will be irritating with Eve, brought forward SSP, 7.40am tilllll 9pm. I will conquer school. (:

&again, it's so easy to lose faith.

2007-08-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

-

Soon, soon I will summon my guts &ask my mom if she's fine or just being very mean &spiteful.

Skipped training. ooops but I was really honestly feeling horrible. the phoneconversation with her didnt exactly turn out for the better and I just felt really warm and uncomfortable.

things are so beyond screwed up. &there's a hist. outline, Internet &Intellectual Property presentation, stupid chinese test( &I dont even have the notes to study, how great! really )

time to work hard. out!

2007-08-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

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Congratulations, Mom has reached the grisly phase of.. The Unreasonable ):

Her (removes my phone from the couch &puts it down not-so-gently on my table) :
Dont leave your phone there when you're sitting here.

Behold. Seriously, what is wrong?!

Anyway! tdy it was quite swell for reasons I will not say. Sorry Eve &Prissy! but I know you enjoyed your evaaaaaning with me. :D

Netball tmr. Major ): &please please please no more detention on Saturday booohooooo

Imma do myself justice cause I did good for CSE. Tonight I'll go bed thinking of the possibilities hehe.

out!

2007-08-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

(: happy 9th dear boy!

tdy I was a foodie again. Sea test tmr &I know zilch about my content dammit. think I'll end up cutting cselect. tmr to study ):

so anywayy tdy I saw very little of (na)dirah ): tmr we're both busy I think. blaahh

I still hate the night. I loathe every bit of it.

2007-08-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

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Ild like to think Im actually very hardworking, no really.

buttttttt things arent exactly working with me when I only have 2 words on the second page of my Intl essay. whooops

on the brighter side! I finished arranging her file and wrote down whatever clever ideas I had for my paper, so all Im left with are brainless copying and tada! Ill be done

tdy we went out for lunch to celebrate a birthday! ate like pigs again. shit I need to stop. it's so hard, y'know.

ec essay due as well, luckily I have tvprogrammes lined up backtoback all the way till 10+++.

oh, I also need to figure out how to get back to talking to mom. tedious week ahead! outttt.

p/s
`JACKIE (: says:

hello hello! tmr's monday, so in case i dont get to see you, do remember that JACKIE LOVES YOU (:

2007-08-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

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i think today deserves a full blow(haha)-by-blow.

detention was a breezee tdy whooops i think we were the only 2 smartalecs that didnt attend the later session and i totally cut sssp hehe. anyway that wasnt impt, my point is glut and i were totally living it up after that.

no wonder we're the gluttons (maybe we can have our own on-air program hehe) we had BaliThai alacarte-style buffettt! (: there were the must-have tomyumsoup, kangkong, spicycrispyfishfillet, (2)oysterkailan, chickensatays, pandanchicken (theyre actually just grilled chickenyy), mangosalad (it was so raw and sour and green but our dear girl loved it), & tahugoreng!

its really great cause we were full after that, but we werent like bloated or needed to puke. & we were sensible we didnt get any food after that! plusssss there was this really cute indian waiter with a nose stud. adequate entertainment we call it!

so anyway i got home really peeved. my front door is very stupid. the key just cant open it so i was so dumbly locked out, with a key in hand. how idiotic can that look?! luckily my mother moved to this house with the intention of living near my auntie.

Dad : I'm so hungry !
Me : YAAAAA me toooo man

Dad : I only had meesoto during lunch at 12 tdy ):
Me : Whooops (inserts embarrassed smiley)

HAHA i ate so damn bloody much, sssshhh dont tell the man. (fyi we both had yummy chickenrice after discussing :D someday i will binge myself till i cant anymore)

It's Saturday! where's yeamerrrrrrrrrrrrr

yay tmr's Sunday! means what??? means father will be home. we've been chummy recently. i have a lunch date tmr! it'll be like 2 big kids with a little mischievous one in tow. haha. that's so raven's on soon! im out!

p/s whatever we discussed on Fri night by the pool didnt come true Ballxxx! bu yao dan xin horrrzzzzz <3

2007-08-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

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thegreatescape was great, but the acoustic version is so much betterrrr!

today was such a drag. I just cldnt lay hands on anything I liked. some dfoinkvgewfoibes ah soh stole my bag from me ): I am very peeved and unhappy.

how great I have to serve bloody detention tmr. and I freaking missed the 9oclock show=bryanwong=not gay, ballxx! I dont want to go to school! I know I sound like a childish little prick (for the lack of a better word, pardon the extent of the vocab), but I cant just dismiss the fact that seeing people I dont like on a Saturday is not very helpful (shit, i need to read more) to build up to a great weekend to come.

I want for so much to label people, to put names to all my fustration-directed schoolmates. Quite frankly, I dont like alot of them. whooops.

I wanna eat someeee sashimi, where are you dear annoying kristin?

k cant wait for 2 weeks to come my dress finding was sooooo damn unsuccessful!! ):

Im full of complaints and distaste for anything and everything, out.

2007-08-09T20:30:00.001+08:00

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finished zeee new book! 'twas so good i cant stop so i emerged victorious yessssssssss.

dad cooked and 'twas coolbeans too.

tdy even though ive been so fully concentrated and absorbed in my book, my mind never fails to stray from time to time. soon i'll know, or soon maybe all this will end. i hope it isnt the latter. it was quite comfortable and nice while it lasted.

i have no test on Mon! sheesh i thrive on such meagre reasoning ): alright i shld go do some plucking(haha) see u tmr dear moss! :D

2007-08-08T22:20:00.001+08:00

haha nicoleohsoannoying.

anyway tdy was horrible at the beginning. it was so humid and the rays were so piercing ): 3-in-1 not fun! not at all.

thennnnn we met junai! :D

shopping wasnt very productive, (as was yesterday boo) but at least i managed to squander away my times voucher. quite the miser ij is hehe.

yay imma see moss omg like finally! fri afternn and then ballxxxxx at night!

i still have my 9-5 selfstudyhours on sat. !!!!

ohhhh SWEEET SWINGING SEVENTEEN AMILIA! (: lubbbbbb

2007-08-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

what makes you different,
makes you beautiful

what's there inside you,
shines through me.

(:

<3 smelly!!

anw im very full and in no more mood to blog haha.

2007-08-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

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jaden smith is so cutee !

my long weekend is drawing nearr.... oh guess what! my lovely friends made me a bib today. all because the aunty gave me breastmeat and it was so iufbskjdf tough to cut and then i had my <3 bakchormee and the chilli oil just splat all over my blouse. hee hee its quite cute

tmr is tuesday! which means what! which means i shld go get some shopping moolah. yay i can see smelly tmrr!! im making ur cardeee now <3

k i shall sleep soon tmr out!

2007-08-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

hello everybody meet mudsterr!
he can get quite noisy, just mute it oright. hehe

i must start revising for zeeee test

out!

2007-08-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

I've got to be honest,
I think you know,
We're covered in lies and thats okay,
But there's somewhere beyond this,I know

-

i watched myuglysweetie last sunday night/mm,
and i cried like a stupid cow. now i
chose to rewatch the re-run and im crying
buckets again. mygoodness that guy is
seriously the best.

my saturdays are nt fun anymore ):
krustin (not a typo hehe) kept on disturbing
me during detention, and i risked being caught
by ganesh by replying so many times. !!!

i want to go shopping tmr soooooo badly
but i feel really sick when i have pw and
a test on monday ): &i have a compre undone
oops

is there no more preview this week?
i hear no booms and bangbangs and zoomzoomzooms.
long weekend come now!

outt

2007-08-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

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it's been such a long and tiring week coming. my (less than) hectic schedule ends at .... 5pm tmr! im sorry if i sucked at blocks and have to go back for sssp and im also sorry for being sucha damn stupid sleepyass and i have 2 more saturdays of detention to go ):

tdy the stupid bombshell for my pw had to drop. imma fail imma fail...

btw, nat ho is so cute right! i was grinning like an idiot while he shaved his head haha. hair or no hair, still humsum!

andd my goodness, the picture below is unglam.com i was considering taking it down, but it was a good gesture, esp from someone like smelly. kay its staying haha tues settttttt <3

i alry planned out the itinerary for tmr yay! im so organised now everything feels a wee bit better. ok i need sleep, out!

i knw shaf will miss that face! :D

/ if patience is what i need, then patience is what i have

2007-08-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

rmbr rmbr! hahaha we look so er.. kawaii! HAHA

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TUESDAY!

love you plenty dear

xo, smelly

2007-08-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

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(:

was adamant on doing the gp essay so i painted my toenails hehe. now theyre done im getting to my essay. and i have some cuba outline to prepare. &im contemplating skipping morning intensive. bloodyhell.

tdy was 2 birthday cakes, one pink box of candies, megahuge card, haivianas, sparklers, random bouts of screams and tonzzzz of pictures! yet another loveleh turned 17. (:

tdy netball was cancelled ! (: whoaseh the joy!

cant wait for looooooooonnnng weekend to come. jaychou! and ballxxxx and hopefully smelly. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">`JACKIE (: says:
hammie loves you!

hahahahahhahaha. my ass

kay ill go do work. out!

p/s aaahhh bryanwong is hotstuff

2007-07-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

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im so tired.

im that beat i can totally acknowledge the fact that i have econs essay outline due tmr but im planning to sleep the minute my hair deems fit.

im so busted i can talk abt not seeing sifbsfsnsd today and i dont um, really care.

i cant even afford to be angry at my mom (for all the stupid things) cause all i have in my head is to hit the sack. but since the lappy is on so here i am.

maybe it can be titled the new challenge, but im seriously not putting in my money. i cant possibly make it through this. altho today i think we all had fun during pe. frisbee victory was sweeeet.

happy early 17th ai de :D uve been great. tmr will be a blast, lubbbbb.

2007-07-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

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Fate seems to recreate,
I just cannot escape,
Something holds me down and makes me act a way
I can't explain
Even now I can feel it coming over me choking me,
as I'm falling behind

i hate my pride &i hate waging cold wars with the mother. bloodyhell.

i am on a huge money saving plan, it shall be the greatest &most successful the world will ever experience, even tho my saving $$ has no deal with the rest of you people. unless u were one of those i was whining to when my spending power was a mere 15cents heh!

i have this sea essay outline i do not think imma do so ...

this wed shall be interesting! been 4months since the last bday celebration ( china took me away from jackie's 17th ): )

JAYCHOU is in sg! are u excited smelly? haha.

annnnddddddd tdy i didnt get to meet moss, i should mete out more serious consequences. like the faggot@$%@%$ teacher on sat, it is a deterrance!

oright, i want to organise my expenditure for the week and make sure i arrive at my desired outcome. i need to shop &shop &shop till i drop!

babayeeee i will wait for uuuuuuuuu :D

2007-07-29T21:02:00.001+08:00

can't wait!!

long week awaits me, morning napfa, TONS of econs work due..., eom... lesser drama please.

anddddd ive got pictures! muahaha.

Monday's child is fair of face
Tuesday's child is full of grace
Wednesday's child is full of woe
Thursday's child has far to go
Friday's child is loving and giving
Saturday's child works for its living
And a child that's born on the Sabbath day
Is fair and wise and good and gay.

author unknown

moss' nick reminded me of this! and i'm a Friday girlieeeee!

k outttt!

2007-07-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

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There's no place i'd rather be
u'll always be a part of me
&even though ive roamed the world
it's still my home i long to see

tdy was nothing but great :D

actually it started out horrible with detention and supposed sssp. i was so frigging busted i fell asleep. after detention it was like sunshine after the rain. diraa gotten a call and tada! we've got tickets to the preview!

Possibicity @the Marina Bay was awesome. (spoilers !!)

at first we were really bummed, the queue to get into the stadium was really long and fricking stuffy. then everything was so coolbeans after we got in maaaaaan. we had ugly goodiebags &they had these really cool lightup starsticks and rubber caps! she's got the fishiee and then got jealous of my butterfly one! :D ( i just rmred, they had eyes that lit and blinked!)

parade was fantastic. the men in uniform, ultimate coolbeans! and the ceremony was so dumb, cause the ministers arrivals were all 'simulated' so when this particular guy arrived, everyone went 'fake one anot? or real one laaa! he got come man!' , goodness, nothing like hearing singlish at its best.

thennnn came the parachutes, and this year they had displays of all the coolio weapony andd stuff and they did some inverted landing and dived into the water! how great a view is that. and then i think its due to the change in location, they had sooooo much fireworks and they were seriously everywhere! from the sheares bridge to the commercial buildings to the standard nightblue skies (:

we all got really hyped and we sang the anthem really loudly it was bundles and bundles of fun! all the army men, really. altho they stank (really badly), those soldiers that came out and did the simulation were really hot! lucky for our aisle seats

'twas really great to watch it all live again, its been a good 6years! the whole marina bay thing brought the parade to a whole new level. its good and altho the audience was a much smaller group as compared, our marinabay wave was quite the enthusiastic one! and the whole remix traditional national songs were quite hipp haha

oright enough ranting! now i cant wait to her to upload alllllll the peektures im out!

today's rain was timely enough. and maybe if we're lucky enough, ...

2007-07-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

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uber XYZ- mood. ):

havent spoken to the mother since i left for school today and wth we got caught for skirts again. sheesh!

i was watching some singing competition and so uber humsum guy got out. tough going! but he was really cute! and small. hhaa

ANW. cant wait for tmr to come and end. maybe i'll see moss on Monday and my Novena date on Tues!

the econs assignment i got back bore horrible results wth i reaallly cant stand her.

my thighs are still aching haha im so lousy. k im screening so many things i have nothing much left to say, so out!

with jealous hearts that start with gloss &curls says:
how was KAROKE!

eve says:
FUN!

eve says:
haha

eve says:
we sang till 730

haha yeap they went karoke-ing, at the expense of gp! bloodyhell right my classmates. haha

2007-07-26T19:29:00.001+08:00

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It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

i am plagued. school's a drag and i hate the short hair.

dont bother checking this space, im too chicken to reveal anything deep and hushhush.

i shall go eat my plums, they may cheer me up.

( /all we've got, we lose it too fast. &when it does come again, well u're still, you. )

detention, sssp, morning pft. i think i just hit the jackpot.

2007-07-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Swoon this is the same old blood rush with a new touch
I am safe, quaint and eloquent
But my bottom lip along with the top one too
Is chapped and it's all thanks to you

netball was tiring ): but what sucked the most was i still cant frigging touch the pipe! dammit. now my limbs are sore and achey and its so cold brrrrrrrrr

tdy i was caught for skirt. bloody hell. 'twas mthfking long omg and by that i dont mean its actually half my thigh but it was waaaaaaaay longer than that. so mr discipline master let us off eventually. booo!

i really dont like the drinks stall auntie. oops shes can be quite the biatch

cant wait for my weekends! whaaat weekend ): ok im off!

2007-07-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

With that facade
You can do no wrong
Many will enter but few will win
So please be sure to read the fine print

i did my mindmap using crayons! how old school. but i am as bad with it as i was back then ):

anw. today pe was softball! i rmr how in sec 2 it rained and we had mrs nics and jeannie was so caught up with ratting on me. saying how much i loved softball even though its raining and i was sick. haha

i'm still to lazy to get down to my gpessayy and tdy afternn at macs was very wicked. haha

im hungry im hungry im hungry

/ and then we're down to one. soon, maybe none.

2007-07-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

So is this why i feel so cold
There's to much panic i've been told
And everytime i show, i see the way it used to go
I need to see that every year, not to hear it just so clear

this late afternn/evening eve and i lived like true blue gluttons ! we had subway, then jumped ship to longjohns, then we cruised back for coffeebean and we bumped into amelia! she's very silly she doesnt believe i can pose with a suitcase hehhe.

anyhow the main highlight of tonight is.... i rammed my thumb ! in between the gate dammit. now im maimed and i cant shower in peace lateronnnnnnn

ive written somewhere obvious that i shld be constantly giving thanks. indeed i shld, for friends and all they have to offer. for chOOng, diraa, jac, jackieee. for dawnnn. for dumbpartner. for bradpit. for 129. admist all the college drama and confusion, they are there, all of them. (:

time and again i tell myself, i matured. but actually i havent, not in the slightest bit. but now, now im more than convinced. well maybe not matured in the im gna do all my homework, go for all my pe, be polite and courteous to the mother 24/7 sense, (although i know i will get there someday!), i now know i brood and i overthink. and its high time they stop. the bitchiness and the gossip are for eternal, but what i wont do is to live in the bubble world.

actually, forget abt the above paragraph. kinda wordy haha. tmr is tuesday! my sexaye williamsim is off for a week ): i have a test on wed! i cross my fingers. tmr is tuesday! i have a 2hour break! i am thankful.

and i read ur pri. blog glut. & im thankful ure in my life. u can hold eve's right hand and my left. :D

p/s dumbpartner if ure reading this, sit me down and tell me whats bugging u oright. love u a million pinkpanther tissues (do u still rmr :D )

p/p/s oops little pigs are really not a pretty sight. im such a sinner really but i just cant figure how to get over some people. haha okay la i admit la ure too popular so my little group likes to talk about u, how u look everyday and what u do in school. oops, guess we're too free!

2007-07-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

all the hype on food on smellys blog is causing my cravings to surface too. now i feel like cheesecake and my mocha drink. yummmm

and elliot's hair is too cool.

2007-07-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

lousy previous post.

lunch tdy was brimming of happiness and it only lasted for 15mins. but im still too bitter for it all, im convinced that its always calm before the storm.

tdy i woke up with a clearer mind

gpessay and ec to study for, i shld be safe tonight.

2007-07-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

im disillusioned ): as much i hate admitting that

so tdy i got up at a very comfty 8.30am! and my train suddenly just stopped in the tunnel from braddell to bishan. idk why i was so freaked out abt not getting to ec lect on time haha what a loser

then i heard reliant k and immediately i texted smelly! but that ass didnt reply me hehe

saturdays sucks balls now with ssp. and my teacher likes to take days off. today we've got away from her 2hrs tutorial, idk if its good or bad

tday i had mega sausage at novena with glut! :D

ohhh goodluck for captainsball tmr eve &emm! sorry eve im so not going to be the loser standing on the chair hehe. tell me who will end up taking that position!

i so know it'ld be best if i cld put it all past me. but i cant, yknw?

2007-07-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

heyho chicassss

the sole reason why im here is because i needed to tell the whole world i completed my mathfile and did my abortion mindmap in um, less than an hour altogether!

anddddd i found out some stuff to tell diraaaa but she went off ): dont be sad anymore oright, dont pout so much i'll go weak HAHA (:

ANYWAY, eve was quite the annoying one today. and yesyes im so beyond jealous, happy? haha.

caught vacancy! pathetically short movie, but o! anything to see lukewilson and his fat buoy tummy heh still very humsome.

now i did all my work i can go to school on time tmr! oh what a wonderfulla world really!

2007-07-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

so when this story ends,
it'll still be you& i
and those little demons that like to come out to play

wtf. today was horrible, horrible.

u know i'ld love to come clean with everything and that would prolly be doing myself a huge service, i just dont know why im keeping it all in and then be so damn mthfcuking angsty about it.

it was a long, weary, hopeless day. i cannot get through school and leave at the end of the day feeling good, i simply cannt. bloody hell!

on a very much brighter note, i can barely wait for saturday! i can go back to ij and see almond, eh and maybe alot of other people as well. far from the north far from all the drama and politics yjc brings.

i came in 1st for F&N twice okay! i know its F&N, but still? :D

tmr i have math ): 2 more days to go. i just know ill be a happier person during the weekends.

2007-07-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year

i pretty much stuck to my routine of shower, work and then sleep piously but other than the mere satisfaction on having my work all done nicely in my file the next morning, i seriously didnt feel much better. so work isnt the key, what is?

these few days have been a whirlwind. so much is going on and only so much is being sorted out clearly. its really sad, even the boisterous tunes of my headbang music scares me and i have taken a sudden liking to the monotonous call waiting tone. my head's all cranked up and it seemed like the only thing to calm it down.

i dont want my selfdoubt and all the uncertainties i have to tax on the people ard me, so although im very sorry if u bore the brunt of my pms (namely dear dawn), i selfishly think i cldnt help myself. ):

as mean and as unloyal i may sound, i cant wait for the week to end. i'm blogging in such vague terms i may go huh when i read back in a couple of days, but thats what pri. blogs are here for, so goodbye.

2007-07-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

moody day! moody friends, moody lessons, moody weather, and even moodier dramas and situations.

glut cannt not stop being annoying and showing her pokefun face at whatever yr says, and im guilty of swearing at ______ (sorry publiceye). i cant bloody help it, he's such a annoying, overweight, obnoxious, rude faggot.

i have intl stuff to do and im so frigging tempted to skip pe.

tdy dumbpartner passed me her loveletter for me! :D yamaaaaaan. she likes to call me molely, which im not!

it's quite sad now i absoulutely loathe the food in school, then i get so hungry and grumpy dammit. and the dumb auntie didnt allow me to have 2 straws for my meiji. wth? i'll pay u cheapoass.

LONG HAIR ):

im developing so much dislike and negativity im starting to see that karma has it's own way of getting back at me. those problems i cant share and im slowly beginning to be immune. numbness and whtever emo terms there are. oh bother!

it's been a bad year coming. ):